reflejo.

so one outing with sam left me in tears and breathless.
because i was so touched.
so we had dinner and we were supposed to go out and have donuts but the damn shop was gonna close. so change of plans. we went to have amazing banana cake as Han's. which was cheap and really really good. haha.
so we decided to have a long talk sitting outside Novena.
we talked about almost everything. like how we've been friends for 13 years. and that one line she said. made me cry. even thinking about it now it's making me cry too. maybe its cause i'm highly emotional. but thats not it. i guess it because its the last person i'd hear from. or maybe because i thought i would hear it from someone else. but i know i wont hear it from her.
so Sam, remember the pact that we made. until we're 35. or can change to 40? haha. when i said i'll be a friend to you. i'll be. even if its the past 13 years. for the next 30 years. we'll still be friends.

this goes to you guys out there. who i consider my friends.



monday was Benjamin Button.
amazing show i tell you. even though it made me cry every so often.
the even more amazing part was that my eyeliner didnt smudge. haha.
and it amazes me as to how a big guy like him is so afraid of the cold.


andimafraidoflosingyou.


i dont want to change for you.
i am happy with the way i am now.
even though i'm not perfect, im not complaining.
i dont want you to tie me down.
not you, not you.
i can do better.
i'm not going to change because of you.
so please, dont change because of me.
you'll find out that its not worth it.